Gah yesterday. Spent the morning doing nothing. Almost half the afternoon doing nothing. Evening went bugis then meet cousins at sakae. And now i'm home doing nothing. Next day still got sana course, 9 till 5 at sengkang? Total. Boredom.
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My. Fucking. God. Sana has to be the worst lecture ever if it werent just for half a day. I felt like a retard dozing off during it, my head bobbing up and down lolol. Still got assignment to offically get that piece of metal, damn waste of time. Uh, dinner'd at kfc then came home. Took a step in, switched on the lights, then was called to go out again, wtf. So now, i'm here tired, bored, lazy and, tired.
exhausted my will at 12:03 AM
Tuesday, November 28, 2006
Woke up early to check some stupid shit, some particular genius agreed to it lol. Kfc, then to east coast with marcus deciding to pool abit. Turns out we cant. So we skated. Saw ncc road march on the way, headed back to rink, 'balcony' then HOME.
Letting out the noise inside of me. Every window pane is shattering. Cutting up my words before i speak. This is how it feels to not believe.
exhausted my will at 8:09 PM
Monday, November 27, 2006
INDIGO will to survive hatred your thoughts delusions obsolescent well, what if? eyes fire in the rain everybody's pain echo lights BACK OFF, I'LL TAKE YOU ON. HEADSTRONG, TO TAKE ON ANYONE.
exhausted my will at 2:40 AM
Sunday, November 26, 2006
So yesterday, went down to the library. Marcus and garner's plans were messed up so they went too. They skated there while i had to walk >.> then at about 4, hk came. Decided to play pool so we strolled to east coast, stopping by this playground workout station thing, played there like kids for awhile lol. So its pool till 7 or something, then subway for dinner.
And my brother's birthday's today. Dad was being nice this morning, he never was. Not surprising, he was born bias. Dinner later with them, oh how i caaan't wait.
exhausted my will at 4:44 PM
Thursday, November 23, 2006
Np in the morning, had a hard time waking up lol. Long tiring walk before river crossing, and the taste of singapore's rivers was fantastic. Went back to school wet and smelly, left for siglap mac with, okay all the np people in the same way. Supposed to go marine parade library after that, but ended up at parkway playing pool with ernest, aaron and priscilla. I swear, she missed at least 5 fool-proofed shots haha. 2 hours gone. Walked to marine parade library look for books? Got two, a touching novel about race and prejudice, fighting for what you believe, sorta ghetto-ish so its cool. The other's a thriller about who-knows-what, about special powers or something lol. Now very very tired, lying in bed reading and watching time fly pass.
exhausted my will at 8:52 PM
Wednesday, November 22, 2006
Skated. Thats all there is to it. Then it rained at ecp. Skated in the rain all the way from lagoon to the rink, totally drenched lol. To stairs, the 'balcony', and skate somemore. Home.
Np tomorrow, river crossing and rafting? Gonna be so boring. Oh well, no better way to waste a perfectly free day away.
exhausted my will at 10:07 PM
Sunday, November 19, 2006
Haha. Just discovered something totally, awesome. Apparently, i just realised that for every sentence i read, images of that form in my mind, clearly. Like i'm in the story. Okay is it just me, or does that happen to everybody @.@ lol, guess thats the same way i write my crappy essays. Anyway, found two books on the reading list while out just now with suf and rin, 'Seventeen' and 'Tangerine', both of which are by Colin Cheong, local writer. Seems boring at first glance but actually pretty interesting inside. Lol. Book rush, i feel like taking up reading for a past-time. Omg, i'm getting into reading. Screw'd.
There's more than what meets the eye.
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Done with 'Seventeen'. Touching. Very.
exhausted my will at 9:40 PM
Saturday, November 18, 2006
Pk course finally ended yesterday. Two days seemed like an eternity lol. Oh well, earned two pieces of metal at least. Uh. Sec2s came home second in the heritage thing according to huimei. Nice job the four of you, drinks on me next training or something. Lol.
exhausted my will at 1:56 PM
Thursday, November 16, 2006
Whoa. Just came back from home team academy at boon lay and i'm totally beat. Still got test on police knowledge tomorrow. Hell. Bleh, at least i know i'll pass, we all will. Diamond badge here i come! Set off from home bloody early this morning, bloody sleepy. Bus ride supposed to be extra long for nap time, heard george bush was supposed to own pie today? Okay dunno. Police knowledge course daamn long and boring. One of the worst lectures i've ever been to.
exhausted my will at 9:18 PM
Tuesday, November 14, 2006
Slacky slackay day today. Out in the morning to expo. Then found out the fashion show thing starts at noon, lazy wait so went orchard with suf, rin and lyana. Catching. Slacked. To tm by a very very long bus ride, slept like damn peacefully? Hard to believe, suf was around >.> There, slack somemore at the playground. Bubbelteh and home not-so-sweet home.
Oh, and bds won the fashion show thing. Greaaat, now they have more to whine about at the school reopening assembly. Zzzz.
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Your words, bury me, of what i used to be. I cant erase all those things i've seen. Your heart, smothers me, and now its hard to breathe. I cant erase all my memories.
Fuck. Wish i'm blind and invisible.
exhausted my will at 8:33 PM
Sunday, November 12, 2006
Dont turn away, dont give in to the dark. Dont try to hide, though theyre screaming your name. Dont close your eyes, god knows what lies behind. Dont turn out the lights, never sleep never die.
Fallen angels at my feet. Whispered voices at my ear. Death before my eyes, lying next to me i fear. She beckons me, shall i give in? Upon my end i shall begin. Forsaking all I've fallen for, i rise to meet the end.
exhausted my will at 2:53 AM
Friday, November 10, 2006
Yeah, okay. So, went out skate today. Planned to go ecp, hong finally decided to turn up. Played ice-and-melt on skates and lololol. Then it rained. Like wtf. So marcus, ronald, suf, garner, sendj and i went to skate up at the multistorey carpark. Tried out slides and stuff. Fell down hard and raw so rested. Since it was already so late, no point going ecp. Me and suf left for home while the rest set off for ronald's parents' bbq.
You need to score 30 and below to be an angel. 1. Smoked before 2. Drunk alcohol before 3. Slept with someone of the opposite sex 4. Slept with someone of the same sex 5. Gotten into any fights 6. Kissed someone of the opposite sex 7. Kissed someone of the same sex 8. Had someone in your room of the opposite sex 9. Scolded vulgarities 10. Bought porn 11. Take drugs before medicine 12. Hate going to the doctor's 13. Lied to your parents 14. Lied to a friend 15. Snuck out of the house 16. Done something illegal 17. Cut yourself 18. Hurt someone 19. Wished someone to die (still do, fuckyoudad) 20. Seen someone die 21. Missed curfew 22. Stayed up all night 23. Eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself 24. Been to a therapis 25. Been to a rehab 26. Dyed your hair 27. Received a ticket 28. Been in a wreck 29. Been to a club 30. Been to a bar 31. Been to a wild party 32. Seen the Mardi Gras 33. Had a fight 34. Had a spring break in Florida 35. Sniffed anything 36. Wore black nail polish 37. Wore wristbands 39. Wore black eyeliner 40. Own a 50 cent CD 41. Hugged someone of the opposite sex 42. Hugged someone of the same sex 43. Gone out with someone of the same sex 44. Gone out with someone of the opposite sex 45. Stole something 46. Been too drunk to remember anything 47. Blacked out 48. Fainted 49. Had a crush on your neighbour 50. Had someone else snuck into your room 51. Snuck into someone else's room 52. Had a crush on someone of the same sex 53. Had gone and watched movies with friends 54. Dry humped someone 55. Been called a slut 56. Called someone a slut 57. Installed speakers in your car 58. Broke a mirror 59. Showered at someone of the opposite sex's house 60. Brushed your teeth with someone else's brush 61. Consider Mac, Dre, e40 or Mistah Fab your favorite rapper 62. Seen an R rated movie in theaters 63. Gone out with friends to the mall 64. Skipped school 65. Had an eating disorder 66. Had hurt yourself before 67. Gone to court 68. Walked out of a restaurant without paying 69. Caught something on fire 70. Lied about your age 71. Owned an apartment 72. Cheated on your boyfriend/girlfriend 73. Cheated with someone 74. Got in trouble with the police 75. Talked to a stranger 76. Hugged a stranger 77. Kissed a stranger 78. Rode in the car with a stranger 79. Been sexually harassed 80. Been verbally harassed 81. Met face to face with someone you met online 82. Stayed online for 12 hours straight 83. Talked on the phone for more than 6 hours 84. Watched TV for 12 hours straight 85. Been to a fair 86. Been called a bad influence 87. Cursed 88. Prank called someone 89. Laid in the bed with someone of the opposite sex 90. Cheated on a test 91. Cheated on homework 92. Held hands with someone of the opposite sex 93. Wanted to be dead 94. Cut yourself before 95. Hate yourself 96. Had a crush on someone 10 years older than you 97. *NOT VALID* 98. Worn eyeliner 99. Skinny dipped 100. Laughed at someone who was seriously hurt
46. Wtf? I swear i'm more angelic than this thing proves. Bleh who cares, im better than suf and rin =D
exhausted my will at 8:30 PM
Thursday, November 09, 2006
Alrighttt. So, today's last day of bridging, finally. Sat in class do my essay while khor's teaching. 3c and 3e joined for english, thats when i finished the essay i spent the whole morning doing. Uh. Stayed in 2d play cards with marcus, ronald, ernest for awhile before garner came. Then got bored and stopped, did some completely stupid shit lolol. Went outside jump over each other, shoe-war(wtf?) and more. Went to kfc with marcus and ronald then 13'd home.
Die for anyone, what have i become? So would you like that?
exhausted my will at 7:12 PM
Wednesday, November 08, 2006
Like finally, skin changed. Not exactly how i pictured the image to be cg'd, but dont wanna trouble rin, thanks man. Bleh, didnt go school. Whats the point, no science and going for math in my class is practically pointless. So, everyone's out and im stuck at home doing nothing. Body's aching. Mind's blanking. What else can i do but waste today away.
exhausted my will at 1:30 PM
Tuesday, November 07, 2006
Gah. Whole morning's spoilt. Stayed in school played cards and slacked. Went simpang for an early lunch before rushing back for poa. Sad sad marcus, lectured by dickson. Then, went home to put on a small act before leaving house at 3? Comps were owned by four of my brother's dweeby friends so left early. Made my way to marina square with ronald to meet up with rin, suf, clarissa and april. Then to tm catch death note. Not bad; cunning, sly and pretty clevery. Omg pootootoo chips. And home baby.
exhausted my will at 11:23 PM
Saturday, November 04, 2006
Oh god. So bloody lazy.
So got results yesterday. Didnt do really well but thank god i made it. Went with mao, suf, marcus and ronald to get mao's obs checkup thing done. Then, seperated deciding to meet up later to skate except for mao. Skated around the rooftop garden thing till tired like fuck. Took off skates and did some yoga shit haha, cartwheels, somersaults, handstands. Total lol. Garner came halfway and wtf, who could have guessed he was an ex-gymnast. He went around doing cartwheels and kickflips and shit O.O
Played something after that, roller-rugby or something. Suf and marcus crashed straight into the bushes while speeding LOL. Splinters all over, ouch. Skated somemore till i was totally burned out, couldnt join them for a little crocodile and ice-and-melt cuz i was about to die lol. Came home accompanied by massive bruises and a couple of scars and burns i didnt notice. Crashed into bed with msn still on at 9 and sleepwalked to off it.
exhausted my will at 9:11 AM
Thursday, November 02, 2006
Okayokay so its bridging today, again. Ended way early, about 10. Stayed in class played cards, games. Heart attack was fun wtf, i love hitting lol. Left after waiting for nothing cuz thought had np stuff to do. Then went with marcus to garner's house take skates. I've got to have one of those garden swings.
Skated around at marcus's house there. Played 'roller-hockey', bloody tiring but yeah, it was fun. Then then, we started to get bored so played loads of silly games like cone tossing, cone war, hide-the-cones, and more. We had these cones for slalom you see. OH. AND I CAN CRAZY \m/ YEAAAAH. Not too glamorous, but a little yes lol. Left at about 6.45 shagged and feeling woozy @.@
Without the mask, where will you hide? Can't find yourself. Lost in your lies.
